Shopping Horror

I've made a big mistake this holiday season. Or so I think. I procrastinated to the very last possible minute on my christmas shopping. I could have done it a month ago, but I wanted to wait for the big deals. Instead of saving I spent it mostly on myself this holiday season. I applied for my first credit card last month and have managed to rack up a hefty bill come next month. I know it was stupid, and now I'll have to pay the price, literally.
Now that its crunch time I will have no money to spend on anyone. I wasn't really going to out do myself this year anyhow, nevertheless I wanted to get certain people something nice. My back up plan was to get everyone photographs in a frame. I think that will have to do for this time around. Its a simple gift, yet thoughtful. Hope everyone likes it.
I went to a meeting this morning for my job at Mimi's Cafe. I ate french toast, eggs, bacon and coffee. It hit the spot alright. Those fluffy cakes were so delicious. I couldn't even pay attention to what our boss was saying because the smell of all the food was intoxicating. Mmmmmmmm.
After work, I went to meet up at Sam's Club with my mom. I bought some chapstick. My lips have been getting so dry in this cold weather they look like an old mans crinkly ass. After Sam's we headed over to Kohls where I purchased a cool flannel shirt. I think it fits in perfectly with my wardrobe and sort of makes me look hippy (in a good way) or a lumberjack. I dunno what exactly it makes me look like, but its sort of cooky. I like it, and thats all that matters. I will post a picture of me in it so you guys can judge.
Later on tonight I'll have to go into work (ugh) and maybe after I'll go tot the gym. A full day for sure.

Blago...

Just sitting here listening to "Two Step" by Dave Matthews Band.
Bored off my arse because its raining outside and even though I love the cold I hate going outside in it. So i'm forced to stay inside because i'm chicken shit and refuse to embrace mother nature and her ghastly winds.

So this past week has been rather tumultuous for Washington according to the news. Some guy Blagoyevich or something like that was arrested for trying to sell Obama's vacant senate seat. Tsk tsk. When will these people learn that if you do something illegal eventually you will get caught. There is always a paper trail. I think he should be forced out or resign but apparently he won't give up his seat. He sure is one stubborn sonofabitch. I admire that in him I suppose (just kidding). Anyway on to happier news, according to CNN Caroline Kennedy will be running for senator of New York now that Hilary Clinton will be our new Secretary of State next year. That should be interesting, another Kennedy in office. Hope she survives!


So that was my news wrap up.

This coming week should be pretty interesting.
Monday (today): blob around the house and write on my blog; then work; then gym.
Tuesday: Gym; Red Robin XMAS party or beach party hmmm?
Wednesday: Holiday Posada
Thursday: Hang with good friend T.
Friday: I dunno yet
Saturday: Work
Sunday: Work

Joy!

Come on down!

This is a series of blogs I will be posting about the people in my life. It will be a sort of analysis on personality, character and behavior. I will respect their privacy by changing a few names. But thats about it.

I will start of this entry by posting about Art, I met art in high school about four years ago. We never really hung out much during highschool untill probably our senior year. But even then it was sporatic. Only until later did we really become good friends. At first my impression of him was that he was just a nice guy. Nothing to spectacular about the guy. But the more we talked the more we realized how much in common we had. And a good sense of humor didn't hurt either. He can really vocalize what he is feeling and make it funny too. Nevertheless, at first meeting I didn't think we would be hanging out nearly everyday 4 years later. Weird how things turn out. He has his quirks of course. I suppose thats what I would describe him as, a quirk. He can be funny, he can be serious, never mean, never loud. Just sort of calm and chill. His personality is very relaxed and soothing I suppose. He listens very well and responds appropriately at times while at others very unappropriately. What I mean by that is that he knows how to be very forward about the things to do with the horizontal mambo (if you catch my drift).
He comes from a big family I suppose. I mean any family bigger than mine (3 people) I would call big. His brothers and sisters all share a house except for the older one who lives out of state. I think this had to do a lot with the seperation of the family is my guess. Ever since her departure the family has sort of drifted. They all in a matter of speaking, live like room mates. The mom is like one of the room mates aswell. She goes out just as much as the kids do and enjoys her self accordingly. This has made Art grow up drastically over the years. He had to learn how to fend for himself from an early age. Which isn't a bad thing. Not at all.
Hes a very independent person, yet he needs his other half at all times. I don't know if because he grew up this way he has had to rely on others more, emotionally that is. But I feel like he doesn't like to be alone.
Art is a very grown up person for just being in his early twenties. He likes the feeling of security and safety. Who doesn't? Yet all this I feel has made him miss out of some of the joys of being young and stupid. I know he will disagree with me on this point. But I believe that our twenties are those years to make our big mistakes and learn from them so our thrities won't be so bad. But yet again, we all have our own paths to follow and this is his. No judgement. Just analysis.
In more ways than one do I respect him. He is a very wise person. Knows how to give advice. His frugality though bothersome at times does come in handy. He is in a better financial state than I am because of it. So for that I give him his due respect. His passion for his career is what drives him. That is very admirable. I envy that because I still haven't found what I want from life. As all friends can be, he can be a pain in the butt too. A bit condescending at times. And to put it bluntly, a bitch. Yet I still like the guy. He is a good guy to have around and shoot the breeze with. Like right now. As I type this he is only steps away from me studying for finals while I write this very long diatribe on the guy. What a pal!
Art is art. You don't always have to get it. Just accept it for what it is. Art.

A Picture

Taken by yours truly:

A day of celebrations!

A day of celebration, just like the title says.
I started the day enjoying breakfast with my mother for her birthday at Panera Bread. After breakfast we enjoyed some good mother-son shopping, most of it on my behalf and my credit card, of course. Nevertheless it was a good quality time with my mom something of which I have very little of.
After that I darted to school to finish our newspaper and magazine. I don't have enough words to explain how proud I am of this staff of committed individuals who without them this magazine would not be possible. This is the best Substance magazine to date.
Anyway, I'm here in the newsroom finishing the day off with everyone around me in a mad rush to copy edit the final draft of the magazine so it could be sent to the printers. Hoo-ra!

I think thats it for tonite, I am terribly exhausted and developing a massive headache with a fever. Ugh! All this incubation is gonna kill me.

Good times!

I love...

I love...

I love .....

I love.........


Many things.

Work today was actually fun. I can hardly believe it myself. It was very slow, so we all got together and tried to solve the crossword puzzle. Even our manager got in on the word action. After that I started a rumor that my friend couldn't read and asked for donations so we could sponsor her tutelage at Sylvan Learning Center. I know I know, it sounds a bit cruel on my part. But honestly it was only meant as a joke....I'm still waiting for the laughs. (ha....ha).

I've been okay for these last few months. Bad things happen, good things happen. It all seems like a blur. In fact this whole year felt that way. I did more than I thought I would of course. Yet I still have this feeling like should have done more. I think a lot of people feel that way though. I just need to occupy myself next year with my studies and my career goals. It will be my hardest year yet I think. But I look forward to the challenge. I need to grow in more than one way I think. I feel a bit young brain wise. I know i'm only 21 and still have many things to learn, and most things come with age, still I wish I knew more. About anything really. I'm open.

So thats my goal for next year I suppose. Learn as much I can.

Yes.

Oh p.s. My thanksgiving was awesome. Had mucho fun with the family.

No Money

It sucks having no money. I didn't think the failing economy would affect me much, a little naive yes, nevertheless I did not guess my meager earnings would dwindle so drastically. First I get charged four over draft fees from BOA and I try to fight it but its pointless. Then I only get scheduled 2 days for work next week. What do they expect me to do?!! Now I understand the starving artists out there. Its been tough but I suppose this could just be a test to better myself. Learn how to not be so dependent on my parents.
School is nearing its end and I am sad I must admit. I have had so much fun this semester I can't begin to explain. Meeting so many new people has been exciting. Most are from the newsroom but some from work too. Change is good.

I need money people. I think its back to the streets for me. Which reminds me of that song chasing pavements by Adele.

"should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?" I don't know if thats what this song is actually about but thats the definition on urbandictionary.com.


Good grief!

Hamster on a piano

I don't know why I post these. But this has to be one of the funniest things i've seen in a while. Stupid, very stupid but funny. So here it is.....

A bittersweet victory

Horray! Obama won.
Boo! Prop 8 passed.

I honestly do not care about peoples religious convictions on this matter, it is a basic right that should be afforded to everyone. No matter what sex you are you should be allowed to choose who you want marry. This will come back to haunt Americans in a way that I can't even forsee. Gays represent a large portions of Americas economy and they will be sure to use that to their advantage as a bragaining tool. Today California made a mistake by passing this proposition.
When blacks wanted to vote and whites said they couldn't, did they give up? No.
When women wanted to vote and men said they couldn't, did they give up? No.
I hope gays and lesbians don't give up. I know they won't because this is an injustice that should not an will not be overlooked.

Its about time

Barack Obama was elected President of the United States of America tonight. Millions of people are in a state of excitement for the most poignant thing about this election is that a change is imminent. I do believe that americans made the right choice tonight. I could be a bit biased on that matter, considering i'm a democrat, but nevertheless this is a turning point in our 221 year old nation.
One thing is certain tonight, millions of Americans will remember where they were the minute that they heard that an African American was elected as our next president. What makes me so proud right now is to realize that there is hope yet for America. Eight years ago we chose Bush as our president, and now we know that was the wrong decision, we will have to deal with that for sure. But the fact that America saw a problem and chose as a nation to elect someone to fix it gives me a great sense of pride to live here in this great land. I just hope that Barack Obama is up to the task of tackling on the economy, the climate problems, two wars and so many other issues.
Change is in the air. I can feel it.

YELLE

Went to see the lovely Yelle last night in Hollywood at the Music Box. It was so much fun. The party was jumping all night. Not one dull moment. First Josie reprimands some tweens for cutting and then the party starts. 2 straight hours of dancing and jumpin around.



Next up: Coachella 09

Chicken or Shit?

“I look at these people and can't quite believe that they exist. Are they professional actors? I wonder. Or are they simply laymen who want a lot of attention? To put them in perspective, I think of being on an airplane. The flight attendant comes down the aisle with her food cart and, eventually, parks it beside my seat. "Can I interest you in the chicken?" she asks. "Or would you prefer the platter of shit with bits of broken glass in it? To be undecided in this election is to pause for a moment and then ask how the chicken is cooked."

- Author David Sedaris, on undecided voters

Creepy?

This must either be the cutest or creepiest thing I have ever seen. I can't decide.

Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

-Robert Frost


Life is short.

-Mo

Shoot a mother-humpin' moose

They have done it once again. This skit made me laugh so hard I do believe I cried.

What did I say about laughter?

Scarlett takes a tumble
fast forward to the 2:50 timemark. But I suggest watching the whole thing, the lead up is genius.

Can I just say?

Can I just say that I'm loving life right now. First off, school is great. I am meeting so many new people and laughing everyday which I think is very important for a healthy mind.
Laughter is my medicine. I think laughing cures many things like depression, sadness, wounds even. I don't really know about the last one, but it couldn't hurt.
Work is just about the same but I only have to endure that three days out of the week, so I don't mind it very much.
Friendships have never been better, I think I see them as family. Which is very important. Although I did ask a certain someone if I ever needed a kidney if they would lend me one and they refused! Can you believe that? As for myself, I would give someone a kidney in a heart beat, for the right price. I kid of course. Nevertheless here's to hoping that I never need an actual kidney or else i'd be in real trouble.
Today in the newsroom I had a lesson in ethics. I won't go into detail because its a private issue, but I will share what I learned. I learned that no matter how much someone might persuade you that you are doing the right thing, if it feels wrong, don't do it. Do not compromise your belief system for some stupid assignment.
As usual every thursday is comedy night on NBC, and I missed it tonight because I was in the newsroom. I don't mind as much because basically every television show is online nowadays. I don't need to fret any longer when I miss an episode of The Office, or 30 Rock.
I spent 12 hours at school today! I am totally exhausted yet I have all this pent up energy. I hate when that happens. On the car ride home I thought I was going to crash into the center divider because I was so sleepy, but as luck would have it thankfully I did not. When I got home I was pissed to all of a sudden get this rush of energy. It always happens around this hour. It sucks.
On a musical note: I've been listening to the new Keane cd 'perfect symmetry'. This album is definitely a departure from their last album. It has a more pop sound however different. Its good, not my favorite though. In due time, in due time.
As for my plans for tomorrow I might hit up a party in Hollywood. How "kewl" of me I know. If you know me at all you would know that I am not a big LA person, but this is for a job opportunity and I must take all the chances that come my way. So I will have to make the 'sacrifice' and head to hollyweird for a house party.
Thats it for tonight.

Nick & Norah

7:00- Woken up by alarm(promptly hit snooze)
7:15- Woken up again by alarm(throw phone across room)
10:03- Finally get up, drink a glass of O.J. and have some b-fast
11:00- Project Runway marathon comes on;dread going to work today
11:45- I've stalled all I possibly can so I head to work.
12:03- Late
13:00- Work is boring so I talk to Kim, she makes me give her a massage
14:00- I HATE MY LIFE
15:30- One hour to go, HALLELUJAH!
16:30- Replacement arrives; I am free!
17:00- Home again, take a 15 minute nap
17:10- No such thing as a 15 minute nap
18:00- Check e-mail, perez, and such
19:00- Chat online with family
20:00- Want to check out Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
20:01- Check times online
20:02- Done
20:03- Call Kat to go with me, she agrees!
20:05- And we're off!
20:20- Arrive at the theatre, movie doesn't start till eleven.
20:22- Walk to starbucks
20:24- We buy two teas
20:30- Sip sip, mmmm
21:40- Walk back
21:42- Check tickets
21:45- Sit all the way in the back
21:55- Movie starts
21:45- Hey, this movie is good
23:30- Movie is over
23:45- Get home, drop off kat
1:00- Sleepy time..............................

Fey is GOD

Cant say enough.

TV REVIEW

Its that time again, the fall season has begun. And for people such as myself (tv junkie) it is GO time. I'm taking on a big load this fall, with all these new shows and returning shows. I don't know how I will have time to watch them all. Worst case scenario i'll just watch them online. But I doubt i'll get to see half of what I want to see.

The Office- Crazy people who think they are normal working in an office. Shenanigans will ensue.

Heroes- People with powers! What can be cooler?

Ugly Betty- Funny looking girl working for a magazine; guilty pleasure.

Greys Anatomy- I saw the season premier last night, Its definitely going down hill. 60 year old princesses crash into a hospital.
Hmm?

E.R.- I can't believe this show is getting cancelled. Dark drama about doctors in Chicago. Nothing better. Uncle Jesse is a doctor on this show!!!

Desperate Housewives- Ummm, menopausal women making their husbands crazy; No thanks.

Kath & Kim- Daughter breaks up with husband; moves in with mom; mom recently single; Molly Shannon+Selma Blair! Anytime thanks! Bring it.

Brothers and Sisters- Another crazy family. Its like the Brady bunch on crack.

Pushing Daisies- This show was barely given a chance. Kristen Chenoweth? Yes please!

Private Practice- Oh! for the love of spinoffs!

30 Rock- Another favorite returns. Tina Fey! Alec Baldwin. Gimme more. Shes deliciously hilarious.

Sarah Silverman Show- Whaatta Beotch. Whatta Funny lady.

SNL- Amy Poehler is about to leave. But not to worry, Kristen Wiig is ready and willing to step up to the plate. Shes got the chops and all the experience to be the star of that show. Lets not forget Will Forte, Jason Sudeikis, Fred Armisen (Nicolas Fehn anyone?) and newcomer Casey Williams is a hoot.

So that about wraps it up. In the past I would try to watch all these shows but my busy schedules will deny my this pleasure. So I will pick three shows that I will watch and those are the ones that I will review at the end of the TV season.

Fuck Bush

Fuck Bush,
originally uploaded by danny.hammontree.

Nuff Said

She's Lost It

But did Sarah Palin ever have it. I just finished watching a piece on CNN with Anderson Cooper and they noticed that she was very nervous and showed a lack of confidence during her interview with Katie Couric. According to Sarah, the close proximity of Russia to Alaska gives her the foreign policy experience that Obama doesn't have. That is ludicrous, even more so its mind boggling to think that Sarah Palin's handlers would even let her answer such a question. By no means am I on her side. But I noticed that at the beginning of her campaign where Mr. Bush presented her to the world her presence screamed confidence. Now, as expected she has succumb to the political pressure and complete exploitation of her private life. This just goes to prove my point that the republicans choice of candidates are supremely under qualified.
Just needed to get that off my chest.



Where is this country heading?!!!!

Washington Mutual just went under. I know a few people that have accounts there. According to CNN many branches will close. But not to worry, everyones money is safe. Nevertheless, I would suggest moving your money to another bank. But who am I to judge on the economy.

Bloggin' Around

The day has been, what can I say? Eventful.
Went to the gym at around 12. 2 Hour Workout!
Woot Woot!

Photobooth with Jo! We must be bored.

On a pathetic note; our economy is down the drain. Apparently the 700 billion bailout could actually total a staggering 1.2 trillion dollars. Is this how our government protects us. A pointless war with Iraq. About 5 covert wars that we don't even know about. Gas is still expensive. I think electing this "president" will go down in history as one of americas biggest blunders.
I wonder how it would have been with Al Gore. We'll never know.
What do I have to look forward to trying to make a living in the United States? A shitty economy, who knows what kind of president McCain or Obama will be. Its so bleak.
Nevertheless I remain the eternal optimist and hope for the best for this great nation.
How bad could it get? Well that remains to be seen.

Say Whoa

Here is a song for the runners out there. Its 42 minutes long and lets gets you pumped up for your run.

Running Man: By A-Trak

This is the shortened club version but its still got all the best beats.

Get it on itunes!

Borghetti

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originally uploaded by !borghetti.

A new photographer that I discovered on Flickr
Check him out!

You know, not Alec.

I ran in to this guy at LAX yesterday.

I said to myself "I know who that is!". But I couldn't quite pin him down. I knew he was one of the Baldwin brothers. Only I didn't know which one. Of course I knew it was not Alec. So the next best guess would have to be Stephen.
I know this barely qualifies as a post, but its a slow news day.
Now I can say I met one of the Baldwin brothers! (...golf claps).

Oh!

Music Musings

Music: an artistic form of auditory communication incorporating instrumental or vocal tones in a structured and continuous manner


Its quite simple really. Yet so varying that I cannot fathom the types of music to be created by the human species.

I'm hooked on a few bands right now. I'll post a few of them right here.

1.Belle and Sebastian: An oldie but a goodie. Scottish pop. Favorite song: If she wants me

2. Yelle: For the past year i've been raving about this artist and now she is touring in the USA. Yea! Fave song: Tristesse/Joie

3. Boys Noize: Just that, boys noise. Its awesome electronic/bassy/crazy/jumpin'/freaky music that you'll love. Fave: And Down

4. Jens Lekman: Swedish folk pop. Awesome lyrics, oldie sound, very nostalgic. Fave song: Opposite of Hallelujah

5. Ryan Adams: Alternative Rock/Blues/Country. Very good lyrics, good string work. Fave album: Cold Roses

6. Dave Matthews Band: Jam Band. Cannot say enough about how much I love this band. Fave: So much to say.

I think thats about it for now. Listen to these artists if you get a chance. It will be worth your while.

Coffee On A Saturday

Saturday morning again. Usual routine: Coffee, paper and music.
Work tonight, dreading it.
This heat is killing me. Literally.
Might move up north. Don't know when though.
Life is good. Could be better though.
Plan for today: Relax

Busted

Yet again I have to deal with my car and its unwillingness to work for me. I shouldn't be surprised its almost 14 years old. Quite old for a car. I don't know what I'll do with it but keeping it just seems to cost me more money than what I paid for it.
On a brighter note, I went to see Vampire Weekend last night with Tony, Marla and Nicole. It was entertaining to say the least. The first two opener bands sucked. Nevertheless we stayed until VP played and they never fail to disappoint. After that I headed home, but I wasn't really tired so I called Mig and we stayed up till 2 watching movies. Good times.
With all my issues I still feel optimistic about life. I think thats just my brain ignoring the obvious and letting me wander around in this blissful state. I just might be going crazy. But do crazy people know they're crazy? I guess i'll never know.

Trippin' Out

The road has ended. Its a pleasant fact that I can still stand.
Still here on this path.
Surprising to know that can still be surprised.
Angry at myself for many things.
"You must think i'm a fool, so prosaic and all"
Never stop to sleep, sleep is all I do.
Will I ever have it?

Anyway. Enough with my lame attempts at poetry. Here are some shots from the my trip to san francisco.

Vacation

Off to San Fran for the long weekend.
Should be fun, lots of activities planned. Well not really but a few things.
Sacramento, Redwoods maybe. I don't know yet.
Anyway, have an awesome August everyone! (all 4 people who read this blog)

Week the Seventh

Its week seven.
Eating better.
No more soda.
No more smoking.
No more junk.
Progress!




School begins on the 25th and my birthday follows three days later. 21 years young!
Well thats it for today!
Off to the gym.

Peace!

Such Great Heights

Just a gratuitous picture.
At home on a wednesday and a bit bored. Going to gym in a couple hours, just had breakfast.
After that probably take a nice swim. And later a good movie.
Where has the time gone.
Birthday in a month.
I always feel weird on my birthday. Dunno why.
Its blase but not.

Summertime. Its nice.

So Far.....

I've been going to the gym for approximately one month now. Its been tough, but I think I've grown to like the gym. I mean, I still like going and doing stuff outside but the gym offers you more things. Anyway, I started this out at first because I wanted to shed a few pounds but now I'm going for it big time. I've been taking a picture every monday for one month. In three months I hope to lose 30 lbs. In six months I hope to be ready for competition, just kidding. But honestly I want to do this not just to look better but feel better too. The nutrition plan had been the hardest. I wouldn't call it so much a diet, so much as a nutrition regime. Its more of eating whatever you want but sensible and smaller portions. But I do have to cut out the junk food completely. Which is fine, except for pop tarts. I will dearly miss those. Adieu to you pop-tart.

Starting Date: June 18th
Finish Date: ?????

Start Weight: 191 lbs
Current Weight: 183.5 lbs

Total Loss: 7.5

Not much but its something.

I have pictures, but i'm still debating putting them up. No I don't look like a blimp or anything but its always weird putting pics of you half dressed online. (cut to me putting the pic up)

Update: Ok here it is.



P.S
( I think the beer gut is going down a bit)
(BTW don't drink beer, I wish that were my excuse)
(Its mostly junk food)
(Why am I explaining myself?)
(I think i'll stop)

Shiny Happy Fits of Rage

Summer is in full bloom and its a hot one I must say. No, backtrack, its so hot even my eyes are sweating. I suppose that would be considered crying. But who can tell with all the sweat on your face. But thats another story.
Nevertheless its safe to say that it will get progressively hotter. And I for once will be doing something about it. This august I planned a trip to nor-cal as we californians refer to it as. More specifically San Francisco, I've never been in all my life, so I thought this summer would be a perfect opportunity to escape for a bit. So far, Josie has agreed to come so that assures that this trip should be fun, but educational. Seeing as he is a walking politico/history book he should be able to educate me on all things San Francisco.
I still don't know how we shall get there, but i'm not sweating the details just yet. All I know is that i'm going, one way or another.
As for my summer so far, its been fun. Went on a date. Went to the movies a lot. Drank a lot of water. And swam profusely. Plus work out 5 days a week. Good stuff.
Still we're only half way there and I still have a lot to get done.
As for right now, this minute i'm about to jump in the piscine (pool in french) and swim a couple of laps.

-Ciao

Photo Courtesy of Aerial Photography on flickr!

First Nude Public Outing

Well, Yesterday was a pretty normal day for me I suppose. The heat was up there in the triple digits. You know its too hot when you can't touch your steering wheel.
I went to work early. The day went smoothly enough. I don't think I could have a drama free day at work. Everyday it seems as though I've been cursed with the worst job on earth. And yet, I stay. Some people would call that stupid. But I've put so much time and hard work into that place that I couldn't just leave without getting all I could from it.
After work, I was pretty exhausted but since I signed up for my gym membership I promised my self I would attend at least 6 days a week. I picked up my feet and dragged myself to go workout. It was the first time I used the gym showers. Weird. No curtains. Imagine my grief. But I grit my teeth and went for it. Public nudity isn't my forte but when it is necessary, I'll do it. Some of the guys there were so comfortable and walked around nekkid. Me, not so much. All in all it wasn't that bad of an experience.
Today I plan nothing. As usual. Go with the flow. Tomorrow I start summer school. Free studio time to work on my portfolio and possibly even make some money in the process. Not too shabby.

Work, work work. Thats all life really is. Not the worst thing in the world. Could be the best.

PS. On a positive note. A couple weeks ago I received the photo editor position at my school. Thrilling.

That Bitch From Wicked!

Coffee with Mar
Art show (Miripolsky vs.Miripolsky)
SoHo Underground Art Gallery
Angelo's Pizzeria (mmmmm cheesy potato's)
Antiquing
Gum ball Machine=Free comic book
La Bamba Vintage Clothes Shopping (Not really though)
Bookstore (Funny old man)
Refreshments
Talk,Talk, Talk
Home
Gym in ten
Sleep@1
...........Good Times.

Wish List

I will be turning 21 in exactly 74 days.
I don't usually want anything for my birthday but this time around i've planned in advance. Nothing too special, but things I might need, or could actually get some use out of. And possibly one frivolous thing.
So here goes. The list. And I suppose I could explain why I want, or need this particular thing. May not be the most convincing arguments, but heck. Who cares.

1. Sandals. Birkenstock's to be more specific. Those really old style ones. Sort of 90's era. The brown ones. I use to own a pair, but I wore them out. For the summer, they would be perfect. They do give some pretty wack tan lines. But I must admit they are some of the most comfiest sandals i've ever worn.

2. Macbook Battery. So the story is that I bought my macbook about one year ago, and half way in the batter went kaput. So now I could only use it when it is plugged in to the wall. An extra battery would give me more freedom I suppose. Less hassle.

3. Books. I love books. Any books. Well not any books, but my favourite books are humorous books, or books that teach you something. Books.

4. A bike. I want to be more earth friendly, and a bike would accomplish that. I think.

5. Gym Membership- Time to reduce that gut. Nuff said.

6. Book Shelf- To put my books in obviously.

7. New Backpack- one of those that attach to your torso. I need it for hikes.

8. Socks- Socks are awesome.

9. A watch- Watches are awesome too.

10. And I suppose for my frivolous thing, it would have to be the Iphone. Yes, I know everyone has one. But they are the the it item, and I have succumbed to the will of the people and desire one of those pocket size life organizers.

Not too outlandish right?
Well i'll see what santa brings me.
Or whoever.....

Oui Oui

The semester is over and I don't know where to go.
I think a road trip is in order. Just wish I had a better car.
Need to get away for a while
Come back refreshed and ready to go.
Oui Oui

Miles to go

"After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible,is music. "
~ Aldous Huxley

Listening to Miles.
I close my eyes and bask in the bass of the strings.
My ears wide awake swim in the waves of the trumpet.
Gooosebumps cover my skin with the clinks of the piano.

I enjoy delving into music like this. Its very nature makes me feel alive and vigorous.
Describing it is the tough part. You have to experience it to truly know the meaning of jazz.
Some call it a mess. But I call it bliss.
I don't know what it is.
All the instruments melding together to form a melody that is one yet so many.
I don't know if that makes any sense at all.
But is it supposed to make any sense?
That is it's true beauty. You're always falling in love with it again and again.
The up's, the downs.

I must be in love.

Update

Sitting here with the tv on, sound low, wondering what the plan for tomorrow is.
I think i've been very passive these last couple of months. I don't like arguments very much. I'd rather just let things slide.
This is pointless.
Anyway. I've been in school all this time, stressing, studying, dealing.
Today I got a major career shock. All the things I have to do to start a business is staggering. Daunting even.
Paperwork, overhead, equipment, loans, studio, rent, food. Its not cheap. I think thats where I'll pass those expenses onto the client.
Soon hopefully I'll start to get things going. That sounds ridiculous.
I'm currently in the process of trying out churches. Last week was Catholic, next week will be Methodist, the next week after that will probably be Christian. And who knows I might even try the mormon church (cough cough).
But in my search for spiritual wellness, i'm more than willing to explore my options.
Life is good. Summer is here.


"Two Birds"
@LA Zoo